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La lettera.

My family knows im a pedo. Well, not all my relatives but the ones i live with, my mom and my 17 yo sister. Im 19.
I used to keep a notebook with cropped pictures of little girls taken from magazines and stuff that i hid in my mattres but my mom found it one day when she was doing my bed. I was at college at the moment.
I really really wanted to kill myself but i simply didnt have the courage. Simple like that. Youd be surprised finding how difficult is to commit suicide.
Anyway, first days i was very ashamed about that, couldnt look my mom at the eyes and i was very very depressed. But the situation has just... returned to normal. We act like nothing happened. Its kind of weird. But i do know that they havent forgotten it and that in the future i will probably never be able to be alone with my nieces, which kinda sucks.

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